Inside

Look inside and
Find nothing
But something
That is
Both inside and outside, and-
So much bigger, greater, immense-
She is Unfathomable
He is Unquenchable
Ah, Indescribable!

My Current State

Process of protection
Enigmatic fact
Time and speech are no solace.

Where is rest?
I cannot find it.

ouch. ouch. ouch.

A scream is all I have to say.
I am too exhausted and broken in every way,
and cannot put more into words than this.